I have all these mental notes to self floating around in my mind.

I know what I should be doing.

Cutting coupons and remembering to bring and use them at the store.

Thumb thru the local mailers to see which big grocery chain is having their “sale weekend”.

It’s just that you get stuck in this comfort zone of laziness and you go to the same store regardless of sales. I throw the same things in my cart. Spend a ridiculous amount of money and then hate myself later.  I have to get out of this rut !!

New note to self.. Stop being a lazy pants !!!!

So I am learning to spend money wisely and it sucks.. I need the instant gratification , I need to go to the store and try stuff on. I want to frollick in the aisles and buy whatever I want with disregard of the price. BUT I CAN’T.. I want to weep. Boo hoo 🙁 I have to say goodbye to those days and try and find the gratification of buying things on line, clipping coupons and searching for the lowest price.

I think I’m going to take the Alcoholics Anonymous approach and take the first step..

I admit that I am a credit cardaholic..

Okay, there I’ve said it.

We move on..